Does anything ever pop out of your mouth that startles you? Even if it is embarrassing, be grateful that your surprising comment came out so that you may ‘see’ it. An unexpected comment can be shocking, especially when you are making such a concerted effort to eradicate old belief systems that no longer express who you have become.
Keep at it, though, because every step forward is advancement upward. You are actually raising your vibration with that heightened awareness. Work like this helps everybody: it brings clarity to you; it intensifies your light; your expanded light brightens those around you; and it helps the world because one more person is bringing an advancing awareness into the collective consciousness.
Keep up the good work. It matters.